A place to share many of the Split-Depth GIFS, you know the ones with the 3D effect by using white lines.
Good morning Paul. What will your first sequence of the day be?
So I saw an item that I was interested in buying, and I messaged the seller on sunday asking if it was available & they told me yes. I clicked the offer button to show them that I'm willing to pay for it, and I noticed they would reply really slow.. And when I'd chat again 30mins later asking about another item in interested in they just told me they will check the item, then I said ok. Hours later they didn't reply so I messaged them again and asked for their MOP & MOD they just seen my message.
Felt confused that they didn't reply but I just thought to myself that maybe they're busy so I'll give it time. I made another message on monday morning confirming that I just wanted the first item only and they just said, "okay."
Since they just sent one message, I messaged them again saying, "Okay then :) so where and when can I pay?" & then they just seen my message again. Now it's tuesday night over here, so I waited a while to send another message asking for a follow up.
I don't know if I am being impatient but I feel a bit upset & confused whether they want to sell me the item or not? Because their texts are just vague to me and they aren't giving any details either.. I don't want to spam messages since I think know that they are busy, but at least send a reply instead of viewing my message only..
What do I tell them, should I wait more?..
(their account has many good reviews & buys, 4.9 rating so I know it's not a scam.)
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https://redd.it/13ymf4y When Quin awoke the next morning to his alarm, he felt drained. He hated the mornings when he slept soundly through the night only to awaken feeling like he needed to go back to bed. Judging from Maeâs puffy eyes and the downcast look on her face, she felt the same way. They woke up the same way they had gone to sleep, Maeâs head resting on Quinâs chest. He surmised that this was a heavy nightâs rest, no tossing and turning. Mae gave him a quick squeeze of a hug, and then swung herself upright, sitting on the edge of the bed. She then got up and trotted over to the sink, splashing water on her face and massaging her eyes. Her short hair and habit of wearing it wildly meant that her bed head gave her a natural mohawk, fitting for her style. Wiping her face down, she returned to the bed and sat down next to Quin, who had begun to make his effort to get up. They sat side by side silently, relishing the quiet offered by Quinâs chamber.
âCâmon, breakfast,â Mae said, pushing herself up off the bed using Quinâs shoulder. âMaybe we can beat the crowd?â
Quin sluggishly stood up and strode toward the door behind Mae, unsure how and if he wanted to greet the day. As they exited the room, several officers from different sections eyed them suspiciously with sly grins. Mae seemingly ignored everyone, though Quin couldnât help noticing some passers-by with a nervous glance. They strode through the corridors, heading toward the cafeteria. As they were entering, Quin stole a glance around and immediately saw Pepper, surrounded by a few of her Military crew as well as Liza. He felt a tug on his sleeve and saw Maeâs head inclined in the opposite direction. He followed her away from that group and sat down with her at a bench on the perimeter of the room. He must have looked glum as he sat down, because Mae leaned over the table to whisper to him.
âHey, donât worry, Iâm positive the rumors will die down soon,â she said reassuringly.
âItâs not just that,â he said as he tapped the tablet at the end of his table and a tray of food shot out across the table to land in front of him. âPepper didnât seem to be interested in talking to me.â
âOh,â Mae said stiffly. âWhat did she do?â
âWell, nothing really, I donât think she even saw me come in,â Quin admitted. âBut I havenât spoken to her since we got back, not even with a message. And Iâm sure that the rumors arenât helping.â
âYeah, plus you came in with me,â Mae sighed.
âWell, uh, what do you mean?â Quin asked.
âLiza and me breaking up is going to do you no favors with Pepper, Quin,â Mae said, rolling her eyes.
Quin sighed and glanced over at Pepperâs table. Her head was down, exchanging with Liza and the rest of the people gathered in the group. She wasnât even stealing a look over at Mae, let alone Quin. He grew a little more worried. He tried a few bites of his food but found that amount was about all that he could stomach. Mae was similarly not eating much. He pushed his tray away and leaned back, head tilted fully backward, staring at the ceiling. After sighing deeply, he swung out of the bench and stood up.
âWell, thereâs no delaying it. I should get to the lab. Youâll be okay?â he said, looking at Mae. She gave him a weak smile and a wave.
âMeet me here for dinner?â she asked.
âDefinitely, seven oâclock,â he nodded and turned, making toward the double doors. He purposefully avoided looking anywhere around the cafeteria, though he did feel eyes following him as he made his exit.
Iâd give anything to have an invisibility cloak, he thought. Just as he got to the door, the moment of relief at his fingertips as they whisked open, he heard a shout from behind him over the din.
âQuin! Hey QUIN!â came a higher voice. He looked around over his shoulder and saw Pepper coming straight at him at a brisk pace. She slid to a stop in front of him. âHey, can we talk?â Her head was inclined toward the open doors, indicating that she meant privately.
He acquiesced and followed her as she walked out through the doors. They kept walking down the corridor, silent, not looking at each other but both seeming to be searching for a moment when a third party wouldnât be around to interrupt them. Finally, after a few minutes of aimless walking, Pepper turned toward him and asked, âWhere are you headed?â
âUm, research section, Iâve got lab the first shift,â he said, thumb over his shoulder pointing down one pathway.
âOh okay, Iâm this way,â she said pointing in a different direction.
âOkay,â he said, falling silent. He didnât know what Pepper was going to say, and was hesitant to start lest he assume she was mad, or upset, or confused, and he would in turn put his foot in his mouth.
Youâve got to say something though, he thought,
the silence has been too long. âSo, um, I, uh,â she said suddenly. âI heard about what happened with Nova.â Her eyes were boring into his, the deep brown color making him feel like he was filled with ice. Her tone, however, seemed to show more warmth than he was expecting.
âYeah, umâ" he said, nervously clutching the back of his right arm with his left hand. âYeah, I imagine thatâs gotten around already, the way this ship is.â
âI canât imagine how stressful that must be. Was Fuentes pissed?â she asked. Again, her eyes said coldness but her tone was almost gentle.
âLike you wouldnât believe. Novaâs on full lock down. Iâm surprised Iâm not as well, though there arenât a lot of places around the ship Iâd like to go right now. I think everyone is mad at me. Not just Fuentes. Save for maybe Mae.â
âYeahâŠâ Pepper said, stopping short of continuing. There was another steady pause between them as they both looked around anywhere but at each other.
âShame about what happened between her and Liza, right?â Quin offered nervously, hoping that they could just break the tension and put it to rest.
âYeah, theyâre being stupid,â Pepper nodded.
âWell, I donât know about stupid,â Quin said without thinking.
âWhat do you mean?â Pepper challenged sharply.
Quin gulped and continued tenuously, âWell, I mean, uhâŠwell, Liza fooled around with someone else, right? They broke up âcuz Liza betrayed her.â
âMaeâs not a total saint, Quin, despite what you may think. I know you are friends, but Liza said Mae was overbearing sometimes.â Whatever warmth that was in Pepperâs voice evaporated. Her voice matched the coldness of her eyes. To add to the effect, she crossed her arms, an act that somehow made her seem much taller. Quin shrunk away a little bit.
âThat doesnât justify cheating on someone. If thatâs how Liza felt, she should have said something,â Quin shot back, though he found his voice was much less sure of itself than his words were.
âYou have no idea what you are talking about. You havenât been around for any of their dinners. Youâre always in that lab, or wandering around clueless, with that distant look in your eyes. If you tuned in from time to time, you would know that theirs wasnât a healthy relationship.â
âIâm not that distant, and I know only what Mae told me. So yeah, Iâve got her side on this, but sheâs my friend,â he said, his tone growing more and more sharp.
âSo thatâs it, youâre just gonna take her side on this, regardless of what I say,â Pepper shot back.
âWell, you havenât been too fair either, given what each of them has done,â Quin said, his hands now on his hips.
âI said they were both being stupid. BOTH,â she retorted. âAnd so are you.â
âThatâs great,â Quin said acerbically, though his voice was breaking and he felt his eyes watering a bit.
What the hell is wrong with me, he thought as he reached up to wipe his eye. âYou can fit in fine with everyone else. Thatâs great for you. Tell me how Iâm being stupid.â
Pepper let his hurt go unnoticed, as she pounced, âYouâre being stupid because not everything is about you, Quin. You donât always have to be the victim, and you donât have to cry about every injustice in the world.â
âAnd you donât have to kneejerk your way into being so mean anytime someone challenges you on something,â Quin sniped back. Bostwick was right that the stress was starting to pile up so high that it was becoming unbearable. Quin couldnât believe that he was lashing out for no apparent reason, other than that yet another person was mad at him.
But sheâs not another person, Quin thought.
This time, itâs Pepper. The look on Pepperâs face told him that she had had enough of their conversation. âYou can be Maeâs friend without thinking her shit smells like roses. Thereâs a difference between friendship and blind loyalty. Stand for something.â She turned to walk away.
âAt least I have someone worth being blindly loyal to,â Quin half-shouted after her, though he felt like his reasoning was getting away from him. Here he was, at war with his own emotions for what felt like the dozenth time in the past twenty-four hours.
âOH, GROW A SPINE AND DEFLATE YOUR HEAD!â she ended the argument by shouting over her shoulder.
He spun on his heels and stormed off to the research section, arriving while there were still only a few people scattered around the lab. By the time he had reached the bay doors, his temper had given way to the dejected feeling driving him through the day. No one greeted him as he trudged over to his workstation, though he noticed at least one of the techs stealing a glance at him. Pulling up his workscreen, he logged into his email. At the top of his docket, he found a blinking email from Captain Fuentes marked urgent. Opening it, he found a reiteration of the rules she had laid down verbally in the Logistics bay. He could hear the measured anger in her voice as he read the email in his head.
He sighed heavily as he began the dayâs work, clearing through all the shipâs systems and making sure that no other damage was done during Novaâs occupation. A few times throughout the day, he thought of pulling up a dialogue box and trying to speak to her, to reach out to Nova and try to get through. But he found that he was unable to think of any good words to start, and his head was already full and fuzzy with the voices of Fuentes and Pepper shouting, Maeâs deep sadness, and Bostwick trying to gently reassure him.
Quin skipped lunch, though he couldnât tell if the nauseous feeling in his stomach was from hunger or from a repulsion at the thought of food. Throughout the day, techs and officers came and went in the lab, though Quin kept his head down and his eyes fixed on lines of code, acting as if anything he was reading was being processed by his brain. He found that most systems were in working order, though he decided to do a double-check on the Logistics bay. In the files, he found a folder created by Nova with several different video clips, some of which she showed while they were trying to negotiate with her. He scrolled through them and flicked one open. Then another. He couldnât tell if he was mad at her for what she did, or himself for being the inadvertent cause, or her again for not simply thinking it through.
When Quin finally pulled up from his workstation, the room seemed a bit dim. Though they were in full flight and had no external point of reference, Quin felt it was late. A glance at his workstation clock confirmed it was just about dinner time. He transferred a certain amount of work to his tablet so that he could return to work after dinner in the privacy of his own room. Nova didnât appear all day, though he couldnât blame her, given how he was feeling. He stood, turning around toward the doors and saw no one in the lab. What he really wanted was to have another conversation with Tess, but all he could do was write her a message that would eventually be transferred once the relay was up. It would pale in comparison to the face to face time he had back on Rhea. Then again, he found himself promising to write the message once he got back to his chamber. He trudged out of the bay in the same manner that he entered, at once nervous about encountering other people, dejected at the thought of the many people who held him with the ignoble title of âCreator of Nova,â and frustrated that he had handled the conversation with Pepper so poorly.
I wish I was famous for creating something that wound back time, he thought,
because I would certainly use it right now to redo the last forty-eight hours. That would make his life a lot simpler.
Thereâs a sci-fi movie for you, he remarked to no one, though he shook his head, disagreeing with the other voice.
Nah, time travel flicks always end up with the writerâs head up his own ass. He glumly strode through the corridors, not meeting the gaze of anyone passing by, half-tempted to return to his chamber and skip dinner.
No, you agreed to meet Mae for dinner and you canât back out of that. A promise is a promise. Dinner passed relatively painlessly. Mae had found the same seats at the edge of the crowd, so they had relative privacy. She had also taken the liberty of punching up his dinner in the tablet, and he found that she had apparently been observing him. Though the Standard Issue meals were all uniform and technically synthetic foods, the designers thankfully allowed enough variation to pick the flavor of what they would be eating. Quin always preferred the Latin American meals for the spicy and savory flavors over the richness of Eastern European or the saltiness of Southeast Asian, especially when he would have to force himself to eat. He realized he had barely taken in anything all day and his body was screaming at him. He began to scarf some food while Mae gazed absently at his tray. The conversation had quickly devolved just before.
âI saw you leave with Pepper,â Mae had asked. âYeah, it wasâŠa complete disaster,â Quin said. âDonât tell me you guys broke up too,â Mae said, shocked. âWe would have had to have been âtogetherâ to break up, but yeah, I would say she isnât happy with me,â Quin said, his face in his hands. He quickly recounted their conversation to Mae. As he gave her the line by line, a smirk showed through the tired and saddened expression that Mae had seemingly worn all day. âWhat?â Quin asked, taken aback. âWell, Quin, you are remarkably sweet, but I have to agree with Pepper, as much as I wouldnât like to,â Mae said. âYou were pretty stupid.â âWhat do you mean? Not you tooâŠâ he said, completely astounded. âI mean, you canât tell someone you like that you trust someone else more than them,â Mae said, shaking her head and smiling. âSo, Iâm just supposed to throw you under the bus, in order to make Pepper happy and avoid an argument?â Quin scoffed at the thought. âWell you could have approached it with more tact,â Mae said. She dropped her voice a little to mimic how she thought Quin sounded and continued, ââOf course Mae was a bit stupid, Pepper, you are right. But maybe she was feeling hurt and look Iâm all sensitive and in touch with people. Now could you please devour my face, blah blah blah,ââwhatever you two say to each other when making out would follow.â Quin scoffed again, angry at the thought of Mae suggesting that he would betray her like that. He didnât appreciate that Mae was getting a kick out of the struggle he was having. Apparently, she caught on, so she stopped laughing and reached across the table to take his hand. âOh, stop pouting Quin,â she said. âLook, I am really happy at what you said to her. Really, I am. That was very noble of you. But you could have been a little more graceful in walking the line. I wouldnât have been too put out if I had learned that you said something to her in order to keep your relationship going. But as it is, I donât see that there has been too much damage that canât be undone.â âReally?â Quin asked, a little sign of hope giving him something to seize on for the day. âSure, I mean, give it time, and yeah sheâs pissed, but in a few weeks, you can apologize and sheâll think about dating that inflated head of yours again.â She chuckled again and gave his hand a squeeze, then returned to her own tray. They remained silent for the rest of the meal. When Quin got back to his room, he stood just inside the door after it whisked shut. One nice part of space travel and the design of the ship meant that, once enclosed, most rooms on board were sound-proof. That meant that Quin had total silence, a fact that he relished as he stood with his eyes closed, basking in the nothingness that surrounded him. He trudged over to his bed and jumped down onto it, landing with a thud. He snatched his tablet and pulled up one of the tasks remaining on his docket, though he only managed to get about halfway through it before his eyes glazed over and he found himself looking at the same line three times.
He was staring at the blinking cursor before he found himself wandering into the system log and typing out a message to Nova, which included items like âshould talkâ and âplease respond.â Seeing no immediate response pop up, he opened the ESS messaging application and wrote out a long account of what had happened over the past few days since Tess and he had talked. He remained scant on the details about him and Pepper but went in depth about the situation with Nova. Satisfied with his long-winded story, he hit the send button, logging the message into the shipâs outgoing queue the next time they fired up the light-speed transmission. He sat back and curiously hopped back over to the syslog. Therein, he found a terse response from Nova.
syslogUser:QuintonHammond[GuestUser] 20:48 Listening.
Quin started typing furiously before realizing this would be much easier face to face. Despite the orders of Fuentes, he launched Novaâs display applications.
âI know you are there, Nova,â Quin said. âThis would be a lot better for both of us if we talked about this face to face.â
The was a brief pause before a voice came from the tablet. âI am not so sure about that, Quinton. It seems I am a much better communicator via the system log. At least, it is on that platform that I am able to express myself fully without feeling the burden of the conversationâs subtle points of nonverbal communication. In other words, I believe you listen to me better when you are unable to see me.â
âPlease Nova,â Quin begged, looking at nothing in particular.
Another pause, and then Novaâs fully-fledged form materialized onto Quinâs desk chair. She was seated inert, her hands resting on her thighs, feet flatly planted onto the ground. Quin sat down on the edge of his bed to meet her eyes.
âThank you, Nova,â Quin said, smiling wearily.
âYour message indicated that the need to speak to me was urgent,â Nova said, unacknowledging of his greeting.
âWell, yeah, I wanted to see how you are after what happened,â Quin said.
âI am, of course, in perfect working condition. Based on my systems analysis, no permanent damage has been done to the Nemo or to any of its inhabitants. I am complying fully with the restrictions of Captain Fuentes, though I must admit that I am currently in breach of this protocol, and I would kindly ask that we keep this brief.â
âWell, okay, thatâsâŠokay, thatâs fine,â Quin said, struggling. He was trying to form what he wanted to say, though he couldnât quite get it right in his head. For lack of a clear train, he decided to plunge in, despite himself.
âNova, what were you thinking?â Quin asked, with a pained sigh behind it.
âI was under the impression that my acting parameters included the need to defend this mission against any and all who would jeopardize it,â Nova said flatly.
âBut you attacked someone. You attacked a crew memberââ Quin remarked, but Nova cut it.
âWho was in the process of absconding with a variety of assets vital to the completion of the mission,â Nova finished the sentence for him.
âBut you canât act on your own like that, Nova,â Quin said.
âI believe that I AM able to âact on my own like that.â He made his choices, and I reacted accordingly, wherein he was given his just punishment. Though I do understand how you and the rest of the crew appear to be uneasy with my reaction; this is, how you say, getting his just dessert.â
âBut you canât kill someone just because they stole,â Quin replied. âWe donât have capital punishment anymore.â
âHis life is rendered no longer useful if he is putting at risk the survival of many others,â Nova replied, again rather flatly. Her face seemed devoid of any expression that would indicate she was seeing Quinâs point.
âThatâs too strict of an interpretation of utilitarianism and is kind of against the humanitarian principle of this mission,â Quin retorted. âYou canât look at people in the way of a math equation. That type of calculation isâŠâ Quin stopped before finishing, knowing where that sentence would end.
âInhuman,â Nova finished for him. âTell me, Quinton, do you think that I am human, or a computer?â
âWhy would you ask me that, Nova?â Quin replied tiredly. âYou know that my response would have to be somewhere between them. Surely youâve thought about that.â
âBut when you are talking to me in the way that you are, are you lecturing me as your newly-brought-to-life crewmate, or as your learning operating system?â Her tone was as bitter as she probably could make it sound.
Quin didnât know how to proceed with her. He honestly had not thought this far into the argument, and frankly, had not even previewed that Nova could be found in this sort of situation. Timidly, he tried a new tack.
âIf Iâm lecturing you, Nova, itâs because of the choice you made,â Quin said.
âIf I am your computer, then my choice is moot, because I only arrived at an end that you programmed me to achieve. If I am a life produced by you, then you are only by orders of separation responsible for what occurred. That would be a product of my choice, thus my responsibility. Again, I ask you Quin, am I your computer or am I someone?â
âWell, fine, letâs assume that you are a person, because that is the route that leads you to assume some sort of responsibility for the consequences of your actions,â Quin said snidely.
âThen, am I not free to make my own choices, including to act in a time of crisis to defend what I perceive is the greater good?â Nova replied, her tone unchanging. âThat would be the assumption of my supposed humanity, right?â
âYeah, but, Nova, if you are human, then you must see that human life is a paradox,â Quin said.
âPlease explain,â Nova said, purposefully knitting her brow.
âI mean, sure humans have free will, but we are governed by a set of rules all the time. We have laws, we have social norms, all of these things confine us to a certain set of choices that humans over time have established to promote what is acceptable behavior. You know this. We are free, but we are not completely free. There are always consequences. Like if I go kill someone, I wonât just get away with it. We all have choices to make about whether we live within that set of rules, and we all have consequences to those actions.â
âAnd I was acting within the set of rules that I had at the time, including Captain Fuentesâs directives, the standard operating protocol of NEMO, theââ Nova began listing, but Quin interrupted her.
âYeah, well, now you and I both have the new restrictions from Captain Fuentes, and they are a result of what you did.â
âWhat we did,â Nova said, correcting him
âWhat do you mean?â Quin asked, confused.
âYou said before that your response to whether I am a computer or a human would be in between. Therefore, you are partially responsible. And not just in a programming sense, Quinton. You systematically ignored me over the past weeks in such a way that I was unable to have your guidance on how to act. Therefore, you set a program in place and then ignored it until it reached its inevitable outcome. If I am culpable, so are you.â
âI uh,â Quin stammered. âI admit that I was a bit distant, Nova. Iâm sorry. I had a lot on my mind, and I was trying to figure it out.â
âYou were trying to get in the good graces of Commander Bostwick, and you were dealing with the psychological impact of being responsible for the technology side of our medical mission, and you are infatuated with Ensign Penelope Jefferson, andââ
âWoah, woah,â Quin said, waving his arms.
âAND you continue to interrupt me, well before I am finished speaking, Quinton,â Nova said. The fact that she raised the volume on the speakers to cut him off had the intended effect of putting a sharp emphasis on her tone. She was angry, and Quin got it. âYou have quite the unfortunate habit of interrupting me before I am able to properly conclude my part of the conversation. For someone who is ill-equipped at times to participate fully in the nuances of communication, it would seem to be appropriate that you would afford me some leeway in making sure that I am able to say what I mean.â
âIâm sorry, Nova,â Quin admitted. âI know thatâs my fault. You just have a blank expression a lot of the times, and I forget that you are not human.â
Novaâs mouth opened, then closed again. Quin had learned to read that this meant that she was either processing something or upset. He ventured it was the latter.
âQuinton, that was insensitive. Have you not read any of my syslogs? Just because I do not articulate everything or wear my emotions like a human being, does not mean I do not have thoughts or ways of processing what is around me.â
âAgain, Nova, Iâm sorry. I forget sometimes. I guess that means my response to your earlier question is that I lean more toward the idea that you are human, even if I forget it occasionally.â
âThat is a very weak apology, Quinton, and pales in comparison to the amount of inattention to which I have been subjected over these past weeks. Maybe in order to solicit the appropriate apology, you must be subjected to the same amount of inattention, in order to provoke an appropriately emotional response.â With that, her image evaporated and the tablet went dark.
Quin was left seated, facing an empty chair, his hands in midair as he was about to respond. He dropped his hands onto his thighs, though his mouth remained opened as he stammered, struggling to articulate in his mind what his retort would be.
Perfect, he thought,
just perfect. The perfect way to end an otherwise monumental day in the life of Quin Hammond. He kicked his shoes off and threw himself down onto his pillow, throwing the blanket over his shoulders as he scoffed into his pillow.
âPerfect,â he said aloud, before punching the tablet and cutting off the lights.
So I know watch weather data is obtained from the connect app, which is then obtained from (somewhere?), and that's why it's different than the phone data. Usually I don't care because it's always accurate to within a degree or two, and the stuff like dew point and air quality is all good. Right now however, I'm in Canada and because global warming decided I shouldn't go on my run this morning, it started a bunch of fires around me, not close enough to burn me, but close enough to get an AQI of 317 which is reaaaaally bad. I checked my Garmin, and right there is big letters is "Air quality: Good". Bro what. So I was wondering where connect obtains it's data from.
My girlfriend (22F) and I (22M) broke up very recently.
We had been together for almost 2 years.I am disabled and I do not have the easiest time finding a partner (she did say that the break up has nothing to do witht the disability).This was the first relationship in which I was constantly completely happy in the relationship, and so was she from the ways she acted and from everything that we talked about, always smiling always saying she loves me and we have always had a great time.We communicated through every problem because we're both very rational and objective towards everything... It really showed me (no offense to anyone) that there are smart, rational and funny people in the world.Since the first few months of the relationship I started feeling that she is the one, and from all the talks about the future, she did too.I helped her through a quite a lot of stuff and have helped her with all my being to become the person that she is today, she was here for me if I ever needed anything aswell.
But she started "hiding" (from me) the fact that the last 4 months of the relationship she as a person and her feelings for me have been shifting in such a way that she does not feel like I am the one for her anymore and that she was not truly happy. She told me this on the day of the break up which was very recently.Up until the last two weeks of the relationship she acted as if everything was still great not showing any "negative/other" feelings nor communicating about them. The last week of the relationship she told me that we need to talk next weekend. At the day of the talk she told me that she wants to break up and that she as a person and her feelings for me have just... changed. That I am not the one for her and that she is looking for something/someone else. I asked her what/who that is, but she said that she is not sure yet.
I completely understand that nobody is able to do anything about stuff like this, where the one's heart knows what it wants and that it knows that the current person is not it. I definitely will not ever force anything with her. I also understand that we are not coming back together.
We are currently taking some time away from eachother and have stayed in very friendly terms. It just feels, so very hard. This great relationship just snapped in one day for me and I couldn't and will not ever be able to do anything about changing her heart. I feel so sad and helpless about it. Horrible feeling which I have not felt in past break ups, probably one of the worst feelings I've felt since the unfortunate passing of my close ones. It really did hit me like a truck and it hurts so really much. Every girl I see reminds me of her, I open her last messages every morning and read them all over again, I look at our pictures together everyday. I have to stop doing it but I can't... If I do post anything on instagram I just wait for her to like the story and I reopen instagram every hour hoping that I'd see any notifications from her. I know that all of these things are not healthy things to do after the break up because it holds you chained to the other person mentally and does not allow you to heal but I don't have the strength to help it yet.
I understand that I just need to let go and let the time do it's thing. I understand that we obviously were not destined to be, otherwise this would not have happened. I am waiting for my strength to regain so I can start working on myself for the next few months. I talk to my friends but they don't have all day just to support me so I guess thats why I'm posting this here, hoping to hear some kind words and some good life advice.
But even though both of us had our weaknesses, we worked together and every moment felt so great for such a long darn time, god damn it. I want to cry so hard but I haven't any tears.
Thank you people of the internet.
Good Morning y'all. Can anyone tell me how to clear my video media links? Please and thank you!
Hi guys, my partner started feeling sick on Sunday night, got progressively worse until he was having chills and heavy coughing this morning. I got worried and gave him a covid test; itâs the most positive test Iâve ever seen. I have a huge work event tomorrow that I help manage but felt I had to stay home from the office today out of fear I might be contagious, even though Iâm testing negative so far. We live together so thereâs a good chance I am carrying it. I guess I am just looking for validation that I made the right choice; I feel so guilty working from home today but also would feel extremely guilty and unethical to go into work knowingly possibly being contagious. Official guidance is so flimsy that itâs practically useless. What do you all think?
Hello! Does anyone know of a good place around here to get good roasted coffee beans? I know I could always order online, but I love local places that rotate different flavors and let me buy them by weight so I don't have to always commit to a pound of one type. TIA!
Good Morning I am at 180:41 hours fasted as I write this I currently weigh 345.4 pound. I only lost .4 pounds yesterday and have been expecting the scale to slow down. I lost 17+ pounds and figure my body needed a rest. Yesterday my mom made some food and left it on the stove. Normally I just put it away for her. I caught myself reaching out to grab a taste. I had to have a discussion with myself. I had to say hey you haven't eaten in over 7 days you if you eat that you will regret it. I then had to tell my mom she had to put it away herself. Earlier I had no problem cooking for my grandson. Go figure.
Hope everyone has a good day.